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Dear October,

Sep 11, 2007, 11:41:54 AM by ~neonxdrops
Literature / Poetry / Romantic / General / Free Verse

^{Last month, I fell in love with a girl named

September who

hated all seasons and herself.

I, on the other hand,

loved equally

her seasons

fall

spring

summer

and

winter

and I loved her as well.

She

had eyes like rain

and bit off her words at the

ends, like stopping the sentences early

would make

everything speed up.

I said

“has it ever

ever

occurred to you

that you could possibly be

beautiful?”

She said,

“I don’t like girls.”

I won’t pretend

it doesn’t matter because it does

but I will pretend

that

one

day

she’ll change her mind

and Love

fall

spring

summer

winter

herself

and me.}

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Maxine. "little girl, don't you know?" the old man with the mustache says
"you're supposed to be content with what you've got, 'cause what you've got is pretty damn good." to the young girl with the red lips
"I know that Mister" the young girl with the large eyes says
"it's just that what I've got doesn't make me happy anymore." to the old man with the thick veins in his hands
"I never said you gotta be happy." the old man with the drooping belly says
"I just said content is all, it's not so hard." to the young girl with the pale legs
"but Mister," the young girl with the empty heart says
"isn't life about trying to make yourself happy?" to thMaxine. by ~neonxdrops

The Jellyfish. I have as much influence over time
as screaming and pleading with the sand in the hour glass
can stop falling.

I just feel small these days,
like I don't
b e
long here anymore.
may
b e
they don't want me anymore?

I have as much influence over
the way people
change
as trying to hold back the waves
can stop the tide.

I can't anymore ignore
how comfortably these explanations that feel like
knives
are fitting
these days. I have as much influence over
this
as cutting out my heart
stops it from breaking.The Jellyfish. by ~neonxdrops

Tern. my best friend is a mermaid,
and I am quite certain that I am a bird.
there is ocean swimming in her eyes,
and I feel air and flight in my bones.
and we
never
feel
quite
right.

somehow we know we know
that we are called by something else,
be it sea or sky,
we have never been at home on land.Tern. by ~neonxdrops

mea maxima culpa by ~neonxdrops

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Aug 24, 2010, 7:05:43 AM by ~neonxdrops
Journals / Personal

Mood: Lonely
Listening to: Hai de nu'er : Silver Ash
Reading: Kafka on the Shore : Haruki Murakami
Eating: purin

Things begin and as always for me
they end. We've ended
and maybe now I can begin.

There's a great probability that this will be the rest of my life, these beginnings and endings, mostly the endings.
But I guess I've got to still try, right? I mean, all we can do is try.

yeah. try.

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!paradoxicalshaman Jul 24, 2010

you have the best taste in movies
that is all

ahah
konbanwa

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~KokoPuffChan Jan 21, 2010

_{thank you so so so much for the fave. much appreciated.}

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~neonxdrops Jan 22, 2010

^{No problem. Young talented poets are hard to come across, thank you for being one of the few. :]}

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^{"We felt the imprisonment of being a girl,
the way it made your mind active and dreamy..."}

~KokoPuffChan Jan 22, 2010

_{aww, thank you so much for the compliment.
<3}

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